I remember i used to comment that i don't like black guy or dark-skinned guy when i was very young, at age 13 or 14. I even told myself, if i got this kind of guy in my life, i wouldn't want to be committed. I mean, as a friend is okay. I was hoping for white or caucasians instead.
Few weeks before my maternal grandma passed away, and while i was walking towards my bedroom on the 1st floor, my grandma called my name. I went to see her. I remember vividly, she asked,"Whom you bring to your room?". I wasn't aware that i was with someone coz i knew i wasn't in the first place! I quickly replied her that no one was with me. She insisted that i brought someone with me. She described the guy as tall, big build and dark. She even said he's a good guy. I was feeling weird and smilled at her. I went to see my mum in her room and told her exactly what had happened. Mum was surprised and she also said ,"impossible" as i don't like these kind of dark people. I have a phobia seeing 'dark'.
When she died peacefully in Oct 2000, i look at her face. She was smiling. You wouldn't believe what i am saying but her image has been embedded in my heart forever.
All went well until 2003 when a tall, dark, big build man came into my life. We were very close initially, but i knew at that time he wasn't the guy in my life. Early 2004 we officially became a couple. remembering what my grandma told me, i brought him to Penang, my hometown. I pray. I asked my grandma is this the guy she referred to 4 years ago??? I tossed 2 coins. the reply is 'YES'. I then explained to him the purpose of me doing that. He laughed and said,"Your grandma sent me here to be with you. We're fated".
We've been together since then. Our love grows deeper each day. This evening while having a short nap, my grandma whispered to me, "get him before its too late". Is she referring to marriage? Oh ya, before i forget...i had a very weird dream last thursday. I saw my grandma sitting on a rocking chair talking with him. This never happen in reality! I mean how is it possible for them to meet each other when she passed away in 2000 and i met him in 2003? I wish i have the answer.
It's been 8 years since grandma passed away. If only she's here if me now to see her dreams coming true.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Back in year 2000...
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Vesak Day Procession
The Aura is a reflection of our True Nature at any given moment.Our True Nature is what is left when we recognize and discard all our habits, stereotypes, manners, and pretending, superficial behavior and become fully conscious, truly natural and spontaneous. Note that some people are so attached to their manners and habits that it is very hard, if not impossible, to discover who they really are. The only way to get an instant insight into their personality seems to be by watching their Aura, because the Aura shows their True Nature, behind any facade of superficial behavior.
1 comment:
congrants oli.
when is da big day ????? :)
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